'MAUT K BAAD'

Tha Main Neend Me Or Mujhe Itna Sajaya Jaa Raha Tha Bare Hi Pyar Se Mujhe Nahlaya Jaa Raha Tha Na Jane Tha Wo Konsa Ajab Khel Mere Ghar Me Bachon Ki Tarha Mujhe Kandhe Pe Uthaya Jaa Raha Tha Tha Paas Mere Mera Har Apna Us Waqt Phir Bhi Main Har Kisi Ke Mon Se Bulaya Jaa Raha Tha Jo Kabhi Dekhte Bhi Na The Mohabbat Ki Nigah Se Unke Dil Se Bhi Pyar Mujhpe Lutaya Jaa Raha Tha Maloom Nahi Heran Tha Har Koi Mujhe Sote Huye Dekh Kar Zor Zor Se Ro Kar Mujhe Hasaya Jaa Raha Tha Kanp Uthi Meri Rooh Mera Wo Makaan Dekh Kar Pata Chala Jab Mujhe Dafnaya Jaa Raha Tha Ro Para Phir Main Bhi Mera Wo Manzar Dekh Kar Jahan Mujhe Hamesha Ke Liye Sulaya Jaa Raha Tha Mohabbat Ki Intiha Thi Jin Dilon Me Mere Liye Usi Ghar Se Aaj Main Ek Pal Me Bhulaya Jaa Raha Tha... Tha Main Neend Me Or Mujhe Itna Sajaya Jaa Raha Tha Bade Hi Pyar Se Mujhe Nahlaya Jaa Raha Th

ek diwana tha

Ek ladka ek ladki se jan se jyada pyar karta tha ladki ki jati aur lake ki jati ek nahi thi... Ladka us ladki se puchta tha ki kya tum mujhse shadi karogi .....?? Ladki bolti ki kaise mere ma papa kabhi raji nahi honge aur mai bhag kar shadi nahi karungi... Ladka bola ki thik hai jab mai apne pairo pe khada ho jaunga tab tumhare papa se hath mangunga tumhara... Ladki kehti ki shadi se kya hota hai kya shadi ke bad mere dil me tumhara pyar kam ho jayega... Ldka soch me pad jata hai vo has ke bolta tum mujhe bhul jaogi.......ldki bolti aisa kabhi nahi hoga.... waqt bitata gaya ladke ne kuch aise kam janbujhkar kiye ki ladki usase kahi jyada nafrat karne lagi.... Ladke ne uski bahen se ek bat ki ek din aur kaha mai jo bolta hu tum ise record kar lo aur jab tumhari didi ki shadi ho jae to use suna dena....... Jaisa ladke na socha waisa hi hua ...ladki usase sabse jyada nafrat karne lagi ...kyuki ladka uska viswas har bar janbujhkar todta tha.... Ladki ush se ish kadar nafrat karne lagi ki agr vo uske samne aa jaye to use goli mar de..... Ladki ki shadi tay ho gai.... Dhum dham se uska vivah hua.... ladki bahut khus thi...shadi ke ek mahine bad vo apne mayke pahuchi.. Uske bahen ne kaha didi mere mob me apke lie kuch hai kya ap sunogi ...??? Ladki ne haste hue kaha ha chhoti sunao...... Sound play hua pta hai usme kya tha...... Ush ladke ki awaj...'''' dear Reena, ye sach hai ki tumhare bina mai apni jindagi ki kalpana nahi kar sakta... Mujhe pata hai ki tum aj sabse jyada mujhse nafrat karti ho... Lekin mai tumhe kuch mahino ka dard deke hamesha khus dekhna chahta tha mujhe khusi hai ki tum khus hi mujhse bhulkar ,mai yahi chahta tha.. ki tum mere liye apni zindagi mere yad me na gujar do...maine tumse jo bhi badtamiji kie the uske liye dil se mai mafi mangata hu... Mai nahi chahta tha ki meri reena mere jaise ke liye apni zindagi ki khusi ko khatm kar de.. Tum apne maa papa ki najro mein ab bhi uthi hui ho aur unhe hamare relation se koi taklif bhi nahi hui..ish se badi khusi mere liye kya hogi... apni jindagi ko hamesha haste hue gujarna meri parvah kiye bina....tumhara karan '''' kamre me sanatta aur siski ki awj ...ladki ke ankho se ansu ke dhar bah nikle the...vo gusse me aakar apni chhoti bahen ko chikhte hue boli ki tumne aisa kyu kiya pahle kyu nahi bataya... Vo bechari chhoti kya kar sakti vo toh kasam ke dhage se bandhi jo the karan ke... ladki hath jodte hue boli ki chhoti agr tum meri bahen hai to plz karan ko call lagao.....plzzzz chhoti use calll lagao... Chhoti bhi apni di ke ansu se pighal gayi usne ..call lagaya.. Call ki awaj trinnnng trinnnng, trinnn trinnnng, kisi ne uthaya Ladki - hallo , Ladke ki ma- hallo kaun'....? Ladki- anuti mai reena karan kaha hai meri bat usase karwa dijiye... Ladke ki ma- (rote hue..) kisase karan se...??? Ladki - ha aunty mere karan se.. Ladke ki ma-- mera beta is duniya me nahi hai usne sucide kar liya... Larki- (rote hue) aunti kaise aur kab?? Kaise....h...u...aa ye sab.... Ladke ki ma-beti vo bahut udas ho gaya tha jab dekho tab kehta tha ki 'ek garib ke pyar aur sapne ki koi aukat nahi hoti'' poisn kha liya tha pata nahi koun sa uase apni jindagi me kam kiya jo use aisa bana diya ( rone ki awaj aur tej ho gai thi) Ladki- aunty kab kitne tarikh ko( larki ke v awaj nahi nikal rahe the gala rindha hua tha) Ladke ki ma- 10 june ko... Ladki - kya.....???? (vo achanak jamin par gira padi) pata hai 10 june ko ladke ki mout se kya tallukat tha..??? Kyuki 10 june ko hi ladki ki shadi thi.....

college life ki sachhi kahani

bachpan ka dular adhura chod ke.. hum aye the kuch armano ko sajane.. kuch dosto ke sang ek duniya banane.. par kuch hi dino mei jung si jindgi ko hum jeene lage.. pehle toh seniors ne ragging mei khub dodaya.. rat ke 2 2 baje hume khub nachaya.. kabhi khudke sath betha ke hume dost banaya .. toh kabhi gusse mei khub kam bhi karwaya.. college ka pehla sal kuch masti mei beetaya aise .. padhai ke josh ko filmy style mei humne tha gawaya.. din bhar hum awara ho jate the.. rat mei girlfriend banane ke liye sangharsh mei bettate the.. fir dusre saal mei khub humne kuch serious rawaiyo ke pehle do mahine toh ragging mei udaya.. fir cgpa ki maar thi.. aur attendence bhi humari corrupt si sarkar thi.. ab kaise sapno ki audi car aayegi.. kaise girlfriend ki ma hume apnayegi.. itni tension ka bhar tha.. fir choda sab aur humare hath mei bhi ek jaam tha.. pressure cooker si jindgi hum chala rahe the.. subah se sham colg aur fir hum nashe mei jindgi bita rahe the.. fir aya teesra sal hume ghar walo ne khub samjhaya.. aur tab jakar hume samjh aya aur fir humne bhi kitabo ko uthaya.. ab din bhar ki masti kitabo mei kho jati thi.. aur rat mei juniors ki masti se sab batein halki ho jati thi.. fir hume samjh aya ki humari ragging kyu hoti thi.. humare sath wo masti kyu hoti thi.. juniors ko hum fir chote bhaiyo jaisa pyar dene lage .. hostle ko home ka nam dene lage.. ab akhri sal tha aur naukari ka bhar tha.. ma bap ki ankhein umeed se chalak jati thi .. aur meri mehnat bhi na rang lati thi.. sab aakar samjhate the ho jayega kuch ye batate the.. ab jaane ki bari aa gayi hai.. par sab kuch mei yaha se leke ja raha hu.. yadein itni saari hai ki yadao ke liye ek pura truck mangwa raha hu.. wo pehli ragging se ye akhri rat tak sab kuch kahani le ja raha hu.. wo papa ka gussa aur ma ka dular ki kahani.. wo dosto ke jhagde aur girlfriend ke pyar ki jindgani.. wo college ke boring lecture aur hostle ki daru.. wo paise ki killat aur wo hum sehar ke kabhi rahisdar hote the.. ab sab kuch lapet ke mai ja raha hu.. par waada hai ki dil se kabhi na jaunga yad karoge apne college ke din toh ye senior jarur yad ayega.. uski ragging ka style aage ke junior ko darayega .. aur uska pyar tumhari ankho mei ansu le aayega..